February 2012
I have never been as excited for a meal in so...
I cannot wait for dinner, to have my super yummy salad and a bowl of cereal because I’ve been cravinggg cereal lately!
I just told my friend why I've been down lately.
It was really nice, and it felt really good.
I’m glad I finally talked to someone about it.
today was an iffy day.
I worked out so much today and had a negative intake. I was debating whether or not to go to dinner at 8:30 to get a quesadilla. I was so paranoid. I ended up going, so my intake is still super low, but I feel like I gave in and that I shouldn’t have. But I did.
I knew it was the right thing to do. But I really just wanted to have a snack and still be in the negatives. I have NEVER been...
i am not being productive whatsoever.
and i will continue being this way for the rest of the night.
and probably the rest of my life.
I just printed out an INTENSE swim workout!
I am so excited to do it!
33howls:
I don’t wanna be sad anymore. But i am
lolz
Marta was at a table at the health fair tonight.
my friend and I literally were like “just.keep.walking.”
I've had a crazy night.
Good or bad first?
I’ll go chronologically!
I went to the gym, but didn’t work out as hard as usual because I was getting cramps.
I went to a health fair with some friends, which was fun but made me anxious. They had a ton of stations, some were really cool! Like they had a germ light and drunk goggles! But they also had ED stations and I felt so awkward and uncomfortable. I took...
Scared, stressed and anxious.
Even though its been over a year
since I made my last cut, I still think about it every day.
every moment.
going back to counting.
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redefiningolivia:
I can’t be honest. I can’t lie. I can’t confide in anyone. I can’t hold it in any longer. I can’t cry. I can’t smile. I can’t die but I am not living
THIS
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Look at the way you've grown. Look at the way...
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having a really rough night.
send me random questions please??
www.afraidoflosinghope.tumblr.com/ask
A: Something I am sad about.
B: Favorite band.
C: Who I like and why I like them.
D: Dream house/place to live and why.
E: Post a photo of yourself right now.
F: My favorite movie.
G: Sexual/love orientation.
H: Do I smoke/drink?
I: Have any tattoos or piercings?
J: What I want to be when I get older.
K: Relationship with my parents.
L: One of my insecurities.
M: Virgin or not?
N: Favorite place to shop at?
O: My eye color.
P: Why I hate school.
Q: Relationship status as of right now.
R: Favorite song at the moment.
S: A random fact about myself.
T: Age I get mistaken for.
U: Where I want to be right now.
V: Last time I cried.
W: Concerts I’ve been to.
X: What would you do if (…)?
Y: Do you want to go to college.
Z: How are you?
I have a doctors appointment in a few weeks.
It is already stressing me out. I’ve gained so much weight and he’s going to be like wtf I thought you had an ed.
And we are also talking about getting off my meds.
I can’t wait.
How much weight do you think I can lose/maintain before my appt?
Okay I know how bad that sounds, sorry if I offended anyone, but I’m freaking out you don’t even know.
when i'm wearing rainboots, i step in every puddle...
